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Who is Allyson Medway?

I just thought instead of plugging my latest work, I’d write a quick blog about why I got into writing books and how I feel it has gone over the first few months.

First of all I have no idea how I’d class myself on the BDSM spectrum. I fantasize about being extremely submissive but likes many people, finding like minded people has been a struggle. I’ve been in a relationship for a couple of years or so and my partner likes both my male and female persona, which is rather handy to say the least.

A lot of my writing has some basis in my own kinks and daydreams but many just take off, having a mind of their own. The work that hits closest to home is writing about crossdressing and being a sissy as these are the two areas of kink where I think my mind likes to live. Some of my work has elements of what I’ve done in the real world weaved throughout the prose.

Ever since I was young, I liked the idea of being tied up and helpless, preferably at the hands of a sexy woman. Also since a young(ish) age I was fascinated with women’s clothing but not what they wear every day, uniforms. The very thought makes my you know what stand up on end. The idea of having to wear what society perceives as a bottom rung of the ladder uniform gets me going like nothing else. This means things like Chambermaids and French Maids are two things I thoroughly enjoy writing about. A lot of my fiction is based about men dressing up as women and submitting.

As I got older I struggled with living with both my personas. When I’m dressed in male clothing, whilst I’m not your typical Jack the Lad character, I do enjoy my sports and am relatively lazy. When dressed up in one of my sissy outfits, I’m extremely submissive and do pretty much what I’m told. Marrying the two people inside of me was always tricky because very few people would understand let alone want to be part of it.

Writing mainly sissy erotica has given me somewhat of a release to explore the dark part of my mind. The space where the line between fantasy and reality becomes blurred. Do I want to live out what I write? Sure, sometimes I do but then I often wonder whether in reality I’d ever go through with some of the sinister aspects that make my privates stand to attention. I suspect that is the same for many like me who have this aspect to the their psyche.

Knowing there are others out there who are struggling with similar emotions and indeed are turned on by such things makes things that little bit easier. Before the internet, I had no idea that others had comparable kinks and desires. The world wide web has brought so many bad things into the 21st Century but knowing you are not alone when you feel different is one of the most comforting and reassuring features of this modern age.

Lastly on how the writing is going, well it has been up and down. Some books have sold solid if unspectacular numbers whilst others have barely moved the needle. This is just the way it is when writing erotica but the key is to enjoy what you write. If you get turned on writing then eventually others will discover your work and feel the same. Well that is what I’m hoping anyway. In the real world I’ve recently relocated across the country so the time to write has been few and far between. Hopefully soon they’ll be some new books hitting the Amazon store.

My First Real World Sissy Experience

Considering I write about sissy erotica, I thought I’d share with you some thoughts on my first sissy experience many years ago. It will probably be the basis for a story in time. Even though I write about this type of thing, I just wanted to show that I’m also living it at least part-time. It gives me a lot of inspiration.

I had been flirting with a local pre-op TS over twitter and I had informed her that I was submissive. She said that we should have some fun. I was interested to experience it all so readily agreed. She wanted me to prove that I would be a good sissy, so she made me get into my chastity device, lock it up and stay locked up until we met. I still had the key but she text me asking for pics and messages/time stamps to prove I stayed locked up. I did and after the first couple of days I got used to it. Chastity had been something I’d played with on and off but it really does heighten your sexual feelings, it is well worth doing if that is what you are into.

Over the course of the next few days she would order me about in the evenings. Usually making me watch lots of gay porn as she told me I had to get used to lots of cocks. About ten days after we started, she text me and ordered me to report to her house immediately. I was freelancing at the time but luckily I could slip away for a few hours without any big drama.

She had been partying and her place was a mess. Her orders were to pleasure her and clean up her house. So I went there and dressed up in an outfit that she picked out and gave her a blowjob. It wasn’t an unpleasant experience although sadly she didn’t finish in my mouth. She pulled out and tried to fuck me but as it was my first time and she was huge, it wasn’t getting all the way in. This led to her giving up and getting me blow her again. Sadly she didn’t spurt into my mouth (which really disappointed me as I had done the work and wanted my cum reward) and didn’t even cum on my face, she just came over herself and cleaned herself up with a towel.

After this, I was ordered to clean her house and go. She didn’t speak to me again after that and stopped following me on twitter. I don’t know if it was because I was crap or because she found me unattractive or what. So a very curious and a tad unsettling experience for a first time.

I really didn’t mind giving head but I wanted to get my reward. Giving head was such a new experience that I really wanted to get the feeling of cum flooding my mouth, to feel properly submissive. Alas that wasn’t how it went down. I also didn’t mind her cock up my butt (what she could get up there) but felt this overwhelming sense that I needed to pee.

Actually experiencing this with someone was far better than getting excited watching porn alone. When you do that, often its an orgasm and then a sense of remorse. When you don’t get that post-orgasm come down, your remorse levels are a lot lower. Walking back home, my biggest regret was that she hadn’t cum on or in me. I try to use these feelings when I write because I know first-hand what it feels like, the first time you submit to a cock.

So yes, I wanted to share with you my first real-world sissy experience. thinking about it, I’m positive I’ll make it into a story but with a more exciting ending!

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The pride of getting a positive review

In the week I was overjoyed to get a thoughtful positive review from one of my readers. I’ve had a few reviews in the past or comments via e-mail saying they enjoyed a story but to get my first in depth review, it gave me a sense of pride along with an urge to work even harder to get more stories written.

My next book is currently going through a first edit, it will either go live in the next 24 hours or it may have to wait until next weekend. The darned real world gets in the way of so much doesn’t it?

Whilst I do that, I thought I’d share with you the review for A very public day locked in a Sissy Maid’s Uniform.

For my first taste of Allyson Medway, A Very Public Day Locked in a Sissy Maid’s Uniform was absolutely lovely. It puts a creative, realistic, yet deliciously kinky spin on the genre, exploring the willing humiliation of a young man who has discovered his sissy nature through submission to the right Mistress.

I love that the story addresses how Noah came to belong to Mistress Jasmine, acknowledging that other Mistresses failed him by trying to force him into the role of pain slut, when what he really craved – what he really excels at – is humiliation. It is Mistress Jasmine who first introduced him to feminine clothing, triggering something a revelation that opened them both to a deeper, more fulfilling relationship.

Personally, as much as I love sissy attire and female domination, humiliation has never been something that appeals to me, but Allyson struck a chord with me. There is a definite appeal in the anonymous sort of humiliation that Noah craves, and I loved how his transformation into Lola allows him to use that humiliation to drive him towards his ultimate goal of exploring his bisexual curiosity.

The details here are lovely, the dialogue simple but effective, and the personalities really make the story come alive. When it does finally come time for Lola to taste her first sample of manhood, the scene is a realistic as it is erotic, mixing sensations of lust with disgust. At the risk of spoiling the story, I was delighted by the way Lola explores her fantasy, without undergoing an instantaneous conversion in her orientation.

If that sounds like the type of book you’d like to read then please buy or read for free on Kindle Unlimited 🙂